Recalling the time I cried profusely on my bed, it is really strange that I have become a totally new person the next day. I called my mom and told her about how I felt that night. She told me sometimes she cried without any reason at all too and feel much better the next day. I guess it is just how a person renew oneself , I guess especially girls who are a little more emotional.
In my opinion, after letting all my tears out, I felt a sense of renewal and a breath of joy feels my heart. I realized these tears must represent something in my life. These tears flowing out was the accumulation of hurt of the past 2 years that I didn't deal with in a proper way. I weld up all my feelings by myself in my heart. With the new year coming, the Lord must have ignite my heart to pour out everything at once for healing. Now, I see my life worth seeking a live for. Thank God for his grace and care. He sure knows more than I do , about myself.
I wrote this when I am about to have GRE in 2 hours time. Hehe...aren't I suppose to study ya?
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I find it Odd to share this here, but If I show you a passage about some nights of my life you will be amazed with similarities, there are nights I can't sleep even though everything is fine around me and exactly the way I want them to be , but still there is something which doesn't let me sleep, I can't stop my tears. there is no noise with the flow of my tears, yet it is heavier than any possible cry, the next day I feel better than ever, I always wondered why is it happening to me, the closest and most convincing answer I found myself so far is this. "Even though I am more fortunate then the average person living on this planet, I still have a feeling for less fortunates ones, that is why every now and then I can hear their cry, I can feel their sorrow and as a result I cry for them. and I am happy God has given me this feeling, because after all we are all human and we should suffer for each other."
Thanks for sharing. It's amazing how cry can brings different meaning.
Crying is not something to detest but a expression of relieve. It is an emotion of God's greatest creation.
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