Battery dying...

*fuh*...

I can't believe it is another end of a day. Today, the time flies really quick and I felt that I just did not many things. I can't remember what I did today. I realize that I shouldn't flood my mind with too much worries. Things supposed to be fun and enjoyable especially in the class that I am taking this quarter. Maybe, it is because I like what I am learning, that I feel very tense about it. Hmm...it seem weird though. I thought it suppose to be the other way round.

Anyway, I feel so much relieved to know that I have gotten my photography assignment finished tonight. I spent a long time trying to get it done. My concern right now is at whether my photography skills are up to par or not. The instructor wants to see whether we have improved our photographs taking. I doubt that I have. I had a bad luck with my manual camera. At the Walmart, the salesman came to me and holding a long film. I was so disappointed to had been told that nothing was on the film. The camera failed to wind the film every after a shot. I was really sad and I was eager to see the outcome of my manual shooting especially the shutter speed and f-stop. On a second thought, I am grateful that I brought along a SLR digital camera and capture the moments while at the same time using the manual camera.

Lesson learned...next time I will just ask for the same camera from the cage. The first time I use film camera was the CAnon EOS-1N. Sometimes, it is very frustrating to know which camera is good to use. But, I guess it is not about how good is the camera just a matter of how well you use it. Even though you buy a very good camera and if you do not develop a skill in using it, there is no point to getting quality pictures.

I hope that my instructor would be understanding about my situation. I didn't get enough photos this time. I really wonder what are the class' comments on my pictures.

Last night, I dreamed about how I was being chased and hunt down by GU president for not doing a good job in the club. I hope I would not dreamed about the photo assignment. It will be devastating memory to know that a camera is running after me and trying to shoot me down into its lens before landing on the film. Hahah...

Thanks for reading.

Unusual 'jump start' of the Week

When you read about 'jump start' , would you think of the car being started up after a battery died?

I feel like that today. I felt as if I have been boosted up with another source of energy and ready to do things for the day. This morning, my friend ask me to see if I could try jump starting her car which left abandoned by Jefferson Road three days ago. I didn't know that it could still be the battery problem even though the lights are still on. Last Friday, I didn't think of doing it because I thought could be the engine's problem since the sound of the car being started was different than today.

It was very kind of Jim to help me jump start the car. Despite the trouble, I still manage to enjoy the day. Zerene bought breakfast from McDonald. We ate there while waiting for Jinhee's car to be charged up for 20 minutes. I let Zerene to drive my car and I drove the other car back home. I reached school at a quarter to 12 noon.

The Blue is At It again

I have never feel so certain about myself. I have never defended myself so much. I have never felt so angry about something before. I am feeling them right now. I don't understand about guys, I know it but I feel that there are something which is not important. I am hate it very much when people have to talk about the way I look. I am comfortable with myself and don't have to please other people in the way I look. I have never get so pissed off than this.

I am eager to read all these books

1. "But don't all religions lead to God?" by Michael Green


2. 'The case for faith'by Lee Strobel


3. Thai for Beginner


4. 'for women only' by Shaunti Feldhahn


5. "C.S Lewis: The Complete C.S. Lewis Signature Classic

Web Foudation~~~~~

Hahaha... I can't wait to finish up my website. It is just in preliminary stages as I slowly learning the language of web designing. It was exciting to know that one can make a website in such a short time, well, in 2 hours! It becomes more exciting as you learn how to puts styles into your web content.

I have a very good female instructor named Tona. She is very cheerful, sarcastic at times, helpful and understanding. She said she didn't like computer at first but she got back to it in her 30's and now she is a proffesor in RIT. (Hmm..ever wonder how one's path changes...well if that doesn't make you ponder but it does for me). Every Monday and Wednesday I would spend 2 hours in the mac computer lab of the Computer Science Department. Times seem to fly when learning the fun stuff.

Alright...let me show you what I've got and see if it works in this post..

Angie's Web Foundations Page

Links to my Web Foundations projects:

1. Midterm


2. Final


3. Gallery

Some of my favorite Web Sites:

• Channel 8tv


• New Straits Time



• Google

For such a long time now~~~~~

AAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........................

That's all I wanted to do. Screaming to my heart's content! Have you done this before?

I miss those days which I can scream to the top of my lungs in my house, where no one even bother to care. My brother would think I am crazy, my mom would think she is at it again, and my dad thinks I am still childish. Oh well, what can I do everyone is different.

Back to the point, this morning I felt so gloomy and I felt that something just going to happen. Also, it is the day I think about Jesus last 12 hours before dying on the cross. Yes, I naturally feel remorse at the thought of Him dying on the cross. It would mean it is the end of His wise teaching, end of His encounter to the people, end of His fellowship to His disciples, end of His power....and most of all, He was willing to go all the way to die for our sins. Think about this...what kind of person who would sacrifice himself to die on the cross for us....if you can't see how lurid the picture is...I recommend that you watch Passion of the Christ.


Anyway, the reason to my arrival of discontentment is ...to think about the dissapointment I see for the people who do not trust Him. At what point that make people so difficult to come to God? I mean doesn't His word says it all clearly? I know I shouldn't be so judgemental but I am compassionate about them...to the point I feel that, there is no time to waste, that His ready to be accepted anytime. But, human stubborness doesn't let things flows into their heart that easily. Please do not misunderstand me, I am not trying to put up debate line here neither do I want to convert anyone. God has His way to teach each and every heart of the humans He wants to. Just that, when will a person be open to accept it. Sigh......

That's all I wanna say and vent out my dissapointment.